
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
the reason why i posted things in white.
is cos i never wanted to let anyone know.
really..
its just something i want to say.
but not letting
anyone know.
but somehow. you've seen it.
and of cos i cant do anything.
and i used my blog to vent all angers.
but after i've typed it out.
everything goes back to normal.
maybe u could say if im angry or what.
i can tell u straight.
but i just didn't want to do things that way.
thats me la.. i don't know why.
i'd prefer to keep things all to myself.
but thats just how i do things.
what i've posted might have made u angry or what.
but its just sometimes i really don't know how to
or maybe how im suppose to talk things to u.
thats honestly how i feel la.
its not that our friendship is fragile.
and its not that im wanting to go back to to my ex "group"
i never think of going back la.
and i've never regretted my choice of joining u all.
i really NEVER.
ok maybe i've posted that sentence wrongly.
its not never left. but just i hope they're still there.
i know i should say u'll also be there..
but somehow. im really afraid to talk things to u.
and i also dunno how im suppose to 'kai kou'
and as for today. im not showing black face la.
im just really sian.
after what happened yesterday. i didn't dare to talk.
maybe im sensative..
but i just feel that if i just come talking to u.
im like being thicked-skin..
maybe im wrong.
jiaxin!
i really really didn't dao you.
i didn't hear what u've said in the morning.
to people i've offended.
im at fault.
i should apologise.
im sorry for what i've posted.
and it was really really really posted when im angry..
it wasn't really meant for anyone's eyes.
thats y it was white.
i really keep things to myself. so...
im sorry!
♥ our lips must always be sealed
6:27 PM