Outcasters (:
i can't remember exactly why we called ourselves that,
but well who cares! :D
With you guys around, i'm happy just being me! ♥
Hey there!
Yup, i know that i've not been updating often. HAHA.
I've been a little busy with lesson and UTs like these few days. :/
Oh well, I've been in a foul mood these days, even though they're not showing, but, yeah :/
I feel that some people take me for granted. just because i'm nice.
i meant like, i have high tolerance level,
but that doesn't mean you people can take me for granted.
i'm not a toy to be played with. i'm not something to be used.
Please, when you guys need me, i'm sure i was there for you.
but what happens when i actually need YOU?
Okay, i think i should state this really clear,
whether or not you're gonna see this. i'm gonna say it.
Dear friend,
Have you ever thought of my feelings?
What would you do, if you have a friend whom you wanna bring along on a outing.
because you think that since you're my good friends why not just know each other?
and i actually say "i don't care who she is la, doesn't make any contributions to my life -.-"
Can you imagine how i felt at that moment?
YES! she might not be making any contributions to your life NOW,
but you will never know what will happen in future.
furthermore, what's wrong with knowing someone new?
though i know what kinda person you are. Still, it don't harm you.
And again. friend. YOU are the one, who HATES people who doesn't reply messages.
and YES! i know that very clearly.
BUT why are you doing the same thing to me?
just because i'm nice, and you know that i won't get angry?
you can reply msges from some people within SECONDS! but why not mine?
when you needed my help, i was there, but why! when i needed yours, you're always missing?
Here's another one, dear friend.
You know what kinda person i am, and yes i usually don't initiate talks.
i don't care if you think i'm jealous of you or whatever things you can think of.
but i can say that, i am not jealous. I'm just sick and tired of all these.
Why do you only talk to me when you needed me?
when you have a partner to keep you company, you don't look for me.
but when you don't, that's when you start looking for me.
before all these, you would talk to me as and when you like.
but now, for the whole night, not a single word.
Yes, you may be asking, why don't i talk to you?
that's because, i know you're distracted,
and well, things we talk about are getting lesser..
Well, the bonds between BEST FRIENDS depends on both party. Right?
Whether or not there's gonna be any changes, its up to you.
I'm honestly quite disappointed in you.
I don't know why. But, sometimes things you do disgust me.
I'm being honest because, i care, and i still treat you as my best friend.
If you're gonna hate me or what so ever, by all means.
I think i've tolerated enough, if you were me, i think things wouldn't be the same.
Its tiring to do all these, just to accommodate you.
do you understand?
With love,
Lynette.
okay, its a little emotional up there, but yeah, i just wanna vent it all out. :/
Its late.
I look forward to having BREAKFAST with outcasters @ mac tmr morning,
and i look forward to oovoo-ing in class with THEM too :D
Things are changing, even you, and i.
do you understand me?
Toodles(:
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Wednesday, May 19, 2010